Last night was just a blast in the ass-t
‘Are you alright?’
No, I’m not alright
I’m pissed off at you right now.
I’m pissed off that you said “you’d fuck her so hard”. I’m pissed off that you liked her picture because I know how you think of her. I’m pissed off at a lot of the things you say, because you just fucking annoy me lately. I’m pissed off that you’re always fucking around me and texting me and wanting to be with me when I don’t feel the same fucking way and sometimes I just want some of my own air to breathe, thank you
I’m also pissed that my mom and dad continue to ignore me when they know what’s going on, how my sister, my rock, can’t find anytime to spend with me because she’s too fucking busy with her best friend
I’m pissed that I basically hate everyone at school and I have no real friends there and I’m pissed that school is just torture now and they’re stupid fucking idiot bimbos
And I’m pissed that I fucking look the way I do, because I’m fucking fat, fucking disgusting and lazy (words of my sister) and fucking ugly, and I’m also stuck in a rut with this cough and my stomach hurting and my sleep schedules off and I’m on my fucking period
HOORAY FOR CATHERINE’S LIFE
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so alone..
I fucking hate my life right now
I’m a fucking bitch.
I’m so fucking annoyed
John is fucking pissing me off, I don’t know how much longer that’s gonna last
Tori is a fucking imbecile and OMG why are there no people on this earth that I like
Cristine is literally my best friend and I don’t get to see her often, I really fucking wish we went to the same school
God. People are just fucking irritating
Can I please just get out of this school full of fake girls who only care about the stupidest fucking shit
Ugh.
I hate this year
I haven’t cut in one month
-you go, cat coco
12/27/12 marks the day I lost my smoking virginity
:D
I don’t even fucking know anymore
It really scares me when people get attached really fast and they’ve got serious problems
What sounds good today:
-Clean my room
-Read a book
-Smoke a black&mild
I miss you. I miss you so much. So much.. So fucking much
I’m crying because of how much I miss you
Idk. When I saw a picture of you
I was kinda stunned, it’d been so long I guess.. I imagined what it’d be like to be hugged by you again
Tomorrow was gonna be our 1 year ‘wedding’ anniversary
I wonder if you’d thought about that
To eat; or not to eat
To smoke; or not to smoke
Both so close
I think I might go with food
I really wish we had cold chocolate peanut butter balls
